Anonymous asked:

Hey there. I've had a similar problem as you. My ex best friend from school found my tumblr and read all kinds of extremely personal posts that I didn't want anyone I knew IRL reading. AND she lied to me about it too. Anyway, if you're worried about the people you know reading your personal posts, you could always try changing your URL?

I’m sorry to hear all about that *hug* It’s just… My URL is so closely linked to the support network, my blog, my channel, everything. *sigh*

If people at college know about my blog, they will have seen my YouTube channel too. And read my posts. My extremely private posts that I thought would stay between me and you guys. I’ve hardly slept and basically been having a 10 hour long panic attack

I’ve now found out that three people (at least) that I know have found my blog… *shudder* Well at least they know what I do with my time now!

thoughtsofajoshua:

I wish you were here,
to tell me I’m loved,
to tell me that someone cares,
to tell me that it will all be okay.

But you’re not.
I’m not.
Nobody does.
And it won’t.

Anonymous asked:

Hey Josh:3 Just replying to them assholes who dont really know you and dont understand... I know you from wildern, before alot of this all kicked off:) I knew all about your hopes, aspirations and dreams :) I know you were a real hard worker and always did much more then me :'') For those assholes that think differently.. Go F*** Yourselves -_- Josh is super :) Hard worker, look at this support network.. He has bought all these people together! Anyway, out of words:) Love you josh :) - O

Oh crap, I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME EVENTUALLY. SOMEBODY FINDS MY TUMBLR. OH. DEAR. But yeah, you tell them ‘O’

Laying on my bed, alone, in the dark, and overthinking… I’m really down, but there’s nothing I can do about it.

Hey I could post my address and get random visits from people… Nope. I’d probably get hate mail through my door

I should also warn you… The mood I’m in? I wouldn’t be surprised if my blog turns very sexual sometime tonight

I’d love to make videos regularly, but considering I can hardly move out of bed without huge mental preparation, I don’t know. I’m sorry, I’ve only made like, 5 I think. I don’t even know if people like them, if people want me to do more, I don’t know.