I swear if this bus isn’t here soon my boots will be squelching when I get on…
Turns out I read the timetable wrong. Again. Oh well, at least I’ve had chance to admire my surroundings for the last hour. Hopefully not long to go, because I NEED THE TOILET SO FRICKIN BAD
Hey josh, i dont think the person before me understands that being depressed isnt just being down 100% of the time, theres alot more to it then that, let him have his opinion but dont let people who dont understand get up in your grill :P Also how you doing today?:) - O
It’s okay, I actually kinda like debates and arguments and things. Plus, you know how sassy I am :P
Most people prescribed antidepressants this days have nothing wrong with them. Depression is diagnosed left, right and centre on spurious grounds.
Well. You’re entitled to your opinion. Just like the team of psychiatrists who diagnosed me are. And also come to mention it, the psychiatrist who reassessed me in August when I was admitted hospital ^.^
You are clearly enjoying hobbies and stuff, joking, having plans for the future. I could go on. What about any of this says severe depression?
How about the fact that most days, I lack the motivation to even get out of bed? Maybe the total lack of self esteem? Or that, I feel down and have been on prescribed antidepressants for 3 months? Or self harming to feel anything besides the dark void of sadness inside me? Or suicide attempts to just end it all?
Uh, how so? If you have an opinion, it’s only valid if there is sound reasoning behind it
My official diagnosis is severe depression, an anorexia-like eating disorder, and debilitating anxiety issues. As well as suicidal ideation and self harm
Homosexuality is unnatural! It says so in this book where snakes talk, people come back from the dead, a guy walks on water, and a virgin has a baby.
I wish it was that easy, but thank you ^.^
Meet Noruinir, the Breton with Elven heritage, and natural magical ability. He spent his youth studying the arcane arts in Daggerfall, before the untimely murder of his family whilst he was collecting alchemical ingredients with another student.
Traumatised by this tragic event, he relocated to Cyrodiil to study at the Arcane University, and began his education anew. Realising that his family’s killer had still not been identified, Noruinir spent his spare time quietly investigating the events that had occurred on that dreadful night back in Daggerfall. It was here that he learnt of the Stormcloak rebellion in Skyrim; the provincial Nords fighting the Empire itself for independence and freedom. He also learned of the brutal ways of the Stormcloak army, and their tendencies to practice their combat skills on, well, living targets.
The young Breton reached out to an old friend from Daggerfall, Delvin Mallory, who now seemed to work for a guild of some kind. “Something illicit, maybe the Thieves Guild or Dark Brotherhood. Better I don’t ask.” he thought, and over the next year, a name was uncovered. A name Noruinir had heard before… Ulfric Stormcloak. Leader of the rebellion in Skyrim.
Determined to uncover the truth, the Breton enlisted the help of the Imperial Branch of the Thieves Guild learnt the basic arts of lockpicking and pickpocketing, as well as ways to defend himself, besides magicka. Boarding a ship to Skyrim, Noruinir set off on a quest for truth… Only to be stopped and mistakenly imprisoned when crossing the border. And so begins the events of the Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim.
Are you sure things aren't going well? You can stay at home playing games all day. Sounds like a dream come true.
Well, that’s a positive thing. It’s just, I’m beating myself up a bit because I feel like a bit of a failure
Woah, just worked out, my total time spent playing Skyrim is 573 hours, across 16 characters. Hopefully this time I’ll stick with the guy I create!
Starting another playthrough of Skyrim, I haven’t gotten past about 20 hours without getting bored since I first completed it three years ago. I’m thinking, “Noruinir the Breton Emo Vampire Rouge”
Not really. That’s why my situation is so screwed. Nothing is going well for me right now :/
Realistically? I have no idea. Anything would screw with my anxiety, so I’m not sure really